Saturday, July 18, 2009

Why does Mariah Carey dress so tacky?

Why, oh why? She dresses to the point that's making herself look very bad IMO.

I mean, not only that she is not ugly… but she is one of THE most beautiful women on the planet (at least that's what I think)… And not to even consider that she's got great voice – one of the greatest of our time!

So why in the hell does she dress so slutty and tacky?





Don't get me wrong, I don't mind people being half naked, but when I see Mariah Carey half naked, THAT looks fishy to me.

I know that she used to be really shy… Maybe now it's getting out of her? It just seems that lately, she's been more naked than ever. Don't know what's going on with her. People change, who knows?

She's nearly 40 and still very adorable… to the point that you get the impression that she'd be still that beautiful bald.

Obviously she's not Tara Reid or Paris Hilton; she's very talented, so there's no need for extra attention there. As far as I can remember, nothing tacky happened to her either… No xxx tapes or crotch shots, nothing like that. She even didn't have any problems with drugs that I know of.

She can stop making music now and she'd still be remembered years from now. So, what is that with her? Insecurity maybe? Hmmm…. I know that her first marriage was semi abusive… Is that it maybe? Don't know.

All I'm saying is that there's no need for extra attention in that way.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Hi it's Anne (or how I must lose weight)

OK, first things first: I am Anne, 32… Single mom from Tennessee. I work 2 days a week… the other 5 days I go to college… Right now it's summer, so no college classes at the moment.

I'm starting this online journal because at the moment my life is a total mess – I'm overweight and I can't stand it anymore. I need some place where I will post my thoughts and observations… I'm going to try to be as objective as possible with my life situation right now.

As of today I am 231 lbs… My goal is to lose 50 lbs by Nov 1st. I am big on goal settings and I think that having a definite date as a goal to lose weight is a great thing for me.

Sometimes I really do wonder how all my friends who weight only 100 lbs or so and they eat everything they can, never gain weight! And what about me? I eat healthy and still can never get to below 200 lbs! I actually don't remember ever being below 200 lbs in my life… Sad, I know. Don't know what it is with me; my parents are thin, my brother is thin; what happened to me??!?!

As you can imagine, the way things are at the moment for me are not good. Basically I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel…. All that because I'm ashamed of myself and the image I'm projecting to other people around me. I know that I can't go on like this forever and that I need to make some changes in my life right now.

In the past I tried Atkins diet, Medifast diet (too expensive) and a few diet pills… None of that stuff worked for me. How lucky am I?

The only positive thing and the last thing I want to try as far as weight loss supplements go, I ordered this Proactol stuff a few days ago. It's supposed to be a great weight loss pill, and I heard it helped many people lose weight (I've also seen some videos of people who have used it in the past).

With this step I'm trying to take charge of my weight once and for all!