OK, first things first: I am Anne, 32… Single mom from Tennessee. I work 2 days a week… the other 5 days I go to college… Right now it's summer, so no college classes at the moment.
I'm starting this online journal because at the moment my life is a total mess – I'm overweight and I can't stand it anymore. I need some place where I will post my thoughts and observations… I'm going to try to be as objective as possible with my life situation right now.
As of today I am 231 lbs… My goal is to lose 50 lbs by Nov 1st. I am big on goal settings and I think that having a definite date as a goal to lose weight is a great thing for me.
Sometimes I really do wonder how all my friends who weight only 100 lbs or so and they eat everything they can, never gain weight! And what about me? I eat healthy and still can never get to below 200 lbs! I actually don't remember ever being below 200 lbs in my life… Sad, I know. Don't know what it is with me; my parents are thin, my brother is thin; what happened to me??!?!
As you can imagine, the way things are at the moment for me are not good. Basically I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel…. All that because I'm ashamed of myself and the image I'm projecting to other people around me. I know that I can't go on like this forever and that I need to make some changes in my life right now.
In the past I tried Atkins diet, Medifast diet (too expensive) and a few diet pills… None of that stuff worked for me. How lucky am I?
The only positive thing and the last thing I want to try as far as weight loss supplements go, I ordered this Proactol stuff a few days ago. It's supposed to be a great weight loss pill, and I heard it helped many people lose weight (I've also seen some videos of people who have used it in the past).
With this step I'm trying to take charge of my weight once and for all!
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